The abandoned Diary

                                               CHAPTER#1 

Dear Diary,

My heart aches today. It hurts so much.

The hardest thing I have ever experienced in life is to wait. I have spent half of it waiting for Dreams that never came true, for friends to know I care about them, for the love I desperately want, for making people pay for their evil behavior, for all the little moments that make me happy, for people who left to never come back, for something good to happen. Regardless of how I wait or how long I have been waiting, the wait never ends. The end of that wait is disappointment. I sometimes wonder if it's worth living after witnessing every precious thing disappear from my life. All I can do is look at them and turn their back on me. Sometimes I feel there might be a reason for my existence, but how come I don't have a clue about it? My heart feels like I have experienced all the pain in this world. While, I haven't lived that long. I have failed to know why I exist. Maybe there is no reason for my existence? 

                                                                                                             ~~~Live longer🌞

                                                                                                                   (18.03.1988)